Saturday, October 30, 2010

alone and lost (from October 14, 2007)

alone and lost i sit and stare
my eyes glaze over past thin air
the tears they burn my eyes are sore
i've cried so much i can cry no more
tears still fall to the ground
they hit and stain without a sound
my family waits they are still here
i sit alone and lost and shed more tears
i feel nothing yet i'm full of pain
will darkness come just like the rain
lost and alone i sit and wait
until light shines again-until that date
i'll sit and cry and watch life go by
my children will love me, at least they will try
i feel no good, my life is a waste
i feel the pain must like the hate
what is life, why am i here
to dumb to anything but just sit here
and so i will wait with nothing to do
but watch another tear and listen to you
my pain will it ever come to an end
maybe not for me but maybe for a friend
my eyes are swollen and dripping with wet
my head is tired my fears not met
my nightmares have become my life
wrecked my body with suffering pain and strife
i would give so much to be me again
but i sit and i wait just wondering when
so i am here but still lost and alone
surrounded buy nothing but the unknown

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